generation anonymous

wow so I was thinking. my generation has absolutely NO idols or anything we were overly crazy over. It's kind of fucked to be remember as being emo although I think it's just an age fad (Only lasts from like 13-16) I don't see many 20 year old emo kids. back to my main point, the generation below us has all the Disney money machines (jonas brothers, hannah montana) not to mention twilight. I really can't think of anything we were overly crazy over. Im kind of glad but at the same time it's weird to look back and not see anything to remember you of when you were a teen. I atleast chose people and doing things as my memories. sure they're not superstars but it's alot more respectable than freaking out about money machine pop idols. Maybe I was just blind to some crazy fad that swept over when I wasn't looking. I remember post 9/11 everything seemed really weird to me, It was possibly me growing up and seeing things for what they were but I don't know. people say 9/11 changed things. Oh well. I think I'm getting way too far in depth with this shit. I know it doesn't really matter and I should spend my time better than trying to think of stupid shit like this. 12am-3am seems to be my thinking time now. No matter how tired I am I always manage to stay up to 3am just so I can have some good alone thinking time. Maybe I should take some creative writing classes, maybe they would help clear my crazy mind out a bit. Anyway, off to bed for me....eventually.. Goodnight.

im weirdly happy/tired/awesome. im back to working out, mostly to relieve stress and shit. its actually working but replacing stress with aching muscles. I guess its a good tradeoff. I should write on here more often. I dunno, everytime I open it up my mind goes blank. need some topics or something that actually make sense. I need some sleep so Im going to bed. nighters!

does listening to the beatles automaticly make you happy? I seriously think so. also how is it 3:45?

sometimes.

My thoughts flow so smooth. crystal clear, endless. other times it seems my mind can't even put together a sentence. endless broken thoughts. Like I cant complete anything. I should be asleep.