fuck. music is hard. well it's super fucking easy when your in the right mindset I guess. very patient and intricate is the ideal mind-set. I feel shooting people in the face right now. I guess I didnt really pick the best time to try this. but its frustrating as hell when you really WANT to create something awesome and beautiful but your own mind wont let you. I wish I was a machine and could just do everything flawlessly everytime but without the human aspect it wouldnt be awesome. wow I think too much.