notablogatall.

so when people get old do they just talk about unjuries and medical stuff? seems like it. God help me if I ever get so lonely for conversation that the only thing i can think of is injuries to talk about. I had a wonderful last week or so. The Oregon country fair and then camping up at fairview...well I suppose you cant really call it camping because the inside is so nice. We did get dirty/tired and sometimes angry at one another so it was pretty much camping. looking ahead my friends party is on august first. Dunno if I want to lug around a camera while hanging out with friends...seems strange and distracting. They do have about 5 live bands playing so I DONT KNOWWWWW. fuck I need sleep. showering only adds about 30 min onto my staying up time. Iv been looking at large format film cameras lately. I love the spookyness of some of the images from them. 1800's images. maybe maybe maybe. my birthday is in less than a month. wow I haven't even thought about it because everyones broke and Im not really expecting anything. I pretty much got nothing I asked for last year anyway. fuck im going to sleep before I start depressing myself how people in this family don't really know me very well. night!