Ahhhh, so up all night once again. Been writing and thinking. Been listening to one of the saddest/prettiest albums iv ever heard and loving it to death in a very sad depressing way. The album is "Adore" by the Smashing Pumpkins. Some lyrics -
"Long horses we are born
Creatures more than torn
Mourning our way home " -
"Your picture out of time
Left aching in my mind
Shadows kept alive" ...Written by Billy Corgan about his mother who had passed away. One of my great inspirations in music is sadness. It's truly harder to write a sad, sincere song than it is to write any other kind, especially composing. Keeping the song pretty enough to keep your attention but also tugging at your soul. I guess I'm heading to sleep now. Goodnight or morning or afternoon, whenever you may read this and know. There is something real out there for you. <3